i was thinking about it yesterday. i don’t really know, i hope it does, but my life has never showed me it. i see the real love only in movies etc, and i want to have it in my life someday. well my best friend has a boy (they were together 2 times already) and they are still in love with eachother, but he’s just not ready for a relationship, he’s younger than her. but still, their love is just amazing, they give me hope and i love when she talks to me about this feeling, but i’m still not sure if it’s the real love tho. loving justin makes me realise that there’s something like true love, because i’m pretty sure my love to him is real. and this love is beautiful… maybe i don’t know him personally but the things i can do for him and just… it’s amazing. it’s amazing that something like that exists. we can love someone that much, they mean so much to us, we care about them that much… i just wish i had a boyfriend and my feelings to him were similar to those i have to justin. that’d be true love if he loved me that much too.

i have had boyfriends, but i was never in love and that sucks. i guess i have to wait for the right person…

so do i believe in real love? i’m not sure about it either.